Dating life

Today when I am on my way to the store with mom, she asked me if I see my ex-boyfriend or not, I said no because I don't talk to him anymore. I just love Travis for who he is and plus I do however respect his family and that is a good thing for me. I have to be aware based on whats going on with them and everything. I just want mom to respect me who really travis is and she has to realize that he has been really good to me and I refuse to date other guys because there is no other guys out there for me because they don't know how to treat girls with respect except for Travis because he is so good to me because for two reasons. 1, he always calls me every single day just to show how much he love and cares about me. and 2, he cares about my family all the time. :) thats the reason why this is my truth to you and as for now, I have to be aware of Travis's family and himself. I love you very much Travis and I do not want to lose you. I want to stay together forever and I just want you to continue to show some respect and love to me and my family. :)

In memory of Baylee Dickinson 1992-2010

oh man. I personally felt really sad right now because my cousin Baylee passed away since three weeks ago so she died on July 28th. she is by far one of my favorite cousin on my dad's side of his family and I really do miss her so much in my heart. when the first time Jessi, Jake and I went to her funeral and we saw her in the casket, I was like "oh my gosh. she is so pretty." same with her pictures that my aunt and my uncle put on the slide show dvd. i was so grateful for my other cousin Max (who is Baylee's second oldest brother) just gave me some comfort and love that I cried so hard about losing Baylee. I wish I wanted to be just like her someday because she is a way talented girl. maybe someday, I really wanted to play either basketball or volleyball for BYU to honor Baylee and just show everybody how much I love and care about her.
I love you very much Baylee. I will see you up in heaven someday. you are the best cousin that I love the most :)